so i just read my first week's blogs

it is one year later and juli is getting ready to go to switzerland again, and i have slowed my life down to a screeching halt.
i wanted more time to do these things; sing, rehearse, record, read, pray, listen, feel, teach, fight, seek, snuggle, laugh, cry, write letters, taste, touch, play music honestly, and love fearlessly.
i have plenty of time now and it seems i am doing them all 10 fold, although maybe i am not loving as fearlessly as i would like~but i am loving, and i am doing the best i can. this book is helping tremendously..
and this place is quickly becoming my sanctuary.
at the same time i sleep 9 hours every night and i am spending lots and lots of time alone, it is time for my inside to catch up with the outside.

the genitals are in full force and moving forward. we are sending CD's, writing new songs, calling record stores, playing shows, printing shirts, booking tours.
it seems everything happens for a reason and i believe i needed to fall apart to come together to have the foundation within that is needed for this journey.