so the question i keep asking myself these days is this..
what is the root of the problem? what is the nature of my discomfort?

is it that i am talented, creative, smart, funny, high energy, magical, physical, and tactile..while i sit at a desk all day and wonder why?

i am not hard-wired to sit all day. i want to move, build, make things, teach, grow, talk, listen, laugh, create, heal, something!!!

i think "maybe if i make more $" or "maybe i should be more involved, more grateful, more accepting, more..."

there are no answers yet, only questions. i am trying to ask the right questions.