oh boy.
juli and i are gonna do it duet style tomorrow night..can you hear my heart pounding?

the sweetie pants are gonna give it up brutally. beautifully.

we are doing the love songs. the never before heard songs. the ones that even the boys don't know. the ones we do in the mornings over coffee and laugh at what lovely dorks we are. the ones that make me cry.

to defy all coolness, to open open open, sans sarcasm and dark humor, that is the objective. can we do it? can we show them how much we love them until even the blackest of hearts bleed?

to turn inside out~perhaps not fearlessly but in spite of fear.

show them what it looks like, allow them to feel what it feels like to feel.

i am thinking that it is nice to be among friends.