i don't remember ever being this tired. i'm wearing my headphones at work with hedwig on rotation, wig in a box and midnight radio are the current favorites. normally it's origin of love but i am trying something different...i have been sitting in the same spot for about 8 hours today. can't move except for the mochi ball run about an hour and 1/2 ago. i've talked myself into the fantasy that if i can't hear you, then you can't see me.

~i'm invisible.

went to the wedding in san diego friday/saturday, then talked two carloads of friends into following me to la jolla on the way home for a walk on the beach and dinner, may as well make a full weekend out of it! juli left for her road trip to NY, she has been calling all along the way on her new cell phone (after 9pm please).
the last two days have been spent working at an "adult novelties" convention in universal city, hence the exhaustion and sensory overload. i have been laughing for about 48 hours. it was several hundred smart and funny people working in an industry that is used to being outcast and discriminated against on a pretty regular basis, but at the same time envied on some level because we are the ones who no longer care what people think. well..okay, i do care a little, sometimes.

thinking of going home and dancing in the living room.