i can't stop playing.

the more i do what i want to do, the less i can tolerate anything else. in rehearsal last night i wanted to play all night, and today at work i was restless! i went to see the betty blowtorch movie at hollywood forever the other night, she was a family member of some friends of mine and it was hard to watch with them but she inspired me at the same time, what a sweetheart.
i have always been told that i do too much, i should slow down..i disagree.
i believe i am doing what i was put on this earth to do because these are the things that feed my soul and it is the quickest and most direct channel to let god out.
fuck being small and making others feel comforatable, fuck worrying that am am not being humble enough by singing and playing and being my big bright beautiful self. as i detach from worries, dependencies and false securities..my world gets bigger and brighter every time.
the money comes, the love is there, every need is already met.

xoxo