so i haven't written here in a while..what have i been doing?

living life. my plate is full again, a good kind of full, not crazy busy but just one nice thing after another. a lot of settling down. i have taken to going to the farmers market weekly, and started cooking too. been in rehearsals every night and my head is pretty quiet these days. next weekend we have 3 shows..evangenitals, evangina and orpheus. it's funny, i went to a yoga for creativity class the other night and i thought "my life is full to bursting with creativity"

it is what it is, and it's good. i realize can do the same amount of stuff i always have with half the effort and worry.

it was also brought to my attention recently by someone how many little 'tricks' i have to keep people at a distance, i mentioned it to another friend and she said she had always known that about me.
not sure that there is anything to DO about that but notice it.