i woke up very early this morning and met some friends at 7am for coffee and conversation at the tropical cafe. that place has the BEST cafe con leche. this week has been a bit of a rollercoaster and i am overwhelmed to be present for all of it. history, emotion, pride, humility, paralyzing fear, honesty, love, friendship..these things take so much continuous work and you have to be ready. most people aren't ready, this i know for sure. i am only able to handle these things in small doses myself. then i have to stop and have dance breaks.
a woman i have known for many years died last weekend, she was relatively young and i am feeling mortal. it makes me want to stop everything and make sure that everyone MUST KNOW how much i love them and how important their role is in my life, no matter how small.
These friends of mine, the Evangenitals, are really special people. I am quickly learning what life is like when you start having good luck, and wonderful things happen to you. There is a lot of childishness, jealousy and selfishness out there. I am so lucky to be involved with a group of people who just want what is best for everyone, with no financial gain, no push to be first,
no "what's in it for me", no competitive streak. Only loving vibes, good music and friendship.